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; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 3:18 AM

21-10-2007

Went out RAYE with "siling sec batch 2006 fren" .. it was like finally we all get to meet each other. after our Olevel, everyone went to different ways, so this RAYE were like our reunion. Unfortunately, not everyone i expected were there. Some were busy with school works and some went out with thier familes.


So only around 12 were there. Hafiz, ozalis, karym, rizal, fadhil jaz, luqman, yana, shikin, ifa, nad, nisa.

we started the journey going to Cikgu rafidah hse. i was late and meet the rest over there. nothing much really, there was food and i glass broke.haha..

Next we went to ifa hse then the arrival of KARYM.

then went to Rizal hse. all the hse we went were around admirialty area. mostly walking distance. and i guess we spend to much time at each hse.

next was my hse. then hafiz, then hazwan then nad.

at nad hse, the time already midnight...haha
so like that only lah..
but yes... a lot of fun.
n byk rumah tak pegi
time tak cukop..

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; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 2:47 AM

I'm keeping myself awake for school later. Afraid that i wont be able to wake up for UT later. My alarm clock which my MUM bought two day ago got spoiled yesterday. I need a special alarm clock that can electrocute me. Maybe i will invent one.

Aniway, my brain is already ' switch off ' for maths and science. The first UT was terribly done by me..comfirm! i want secondary school maths. And for the science UT later, i have to admit im not fully ready. it's not easy studying from my laptop where there a lot of "entertainment" like internet and msn..

blah blah blah

On my way to work just now, as i was walking to Causeway Point. I overheard a group of people from my house blk.." that the 3rd story guy.". Seen them in the lift before i think. Kind of wierd being called "the 3rd story guy".
But since i stay on the 3rd floor, so they are right. but im not the only guy on the 3rd floor, so they are wrong. So in the end are they right or wrong? haha

Just wondering that people have been calling weird name. Back to Republic Poly, i once heard say.' hey, that the mccafe guy.'

And lastly, the major one since secondary school. i wont tell u the stupid " idol name". let call the idol name 'X'. So to make thing clear. fadel is not X. and X is not fadel. So there are some people calling me X. And there are some idiot saying im acting to be X. So its like u all started it and i get all the bad remarks. After all, never in my life have i ever say that im X. and sometimes i feel insulted when people say the negative thing that other people started it. Are you confused??..haha.. you see, i dun mind u people calling me X. but other 'idiots' dun feel that way. So the idiots will start the negative things...




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; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 3:36 AM

HEY people, im back.. currently 5 in the morning. Have been quite an enjoying day yesterday.

A long wait for 1st day hari raya have finally come to an end. I really enjoyed myself..haha $ hehe

Woke up at 9 in the morning. " It HARI RAYE" ( didnt went for hari raye prayer) cannot wake up ler.... It Blue for baju kurung this year. blah, blah, blah then wait for my elder sister to arrive with her family.

We then travel to my grandmother( father's side) at Marine Parade in their car. And so the first food --> Nasi briyani DAM..

Then travel to my Grandmother( mother's side) at bedok. Too fool to eat although there were lots of food. Lontong, ketupat, rendang and all the hari raye stuff...
A lot of my relative were there also.

and u know what, every year i witness people crying there when they ask for forgiveness. hmm I wonder why i didnt cry when i ask for forgiveness...hmm...

Then the last hse was my Father house. and the best thing is my father isnt there. Every year we when there he have something on.. but we still when there because there some other people in the hse like her wife and their children. i wonder if my DAD is trying to avoid us,,""<. we went to their hse at 7.30pm and he went out at 7.15 although he knew we were coming. But aniway... the food there "sux" Eat my cold lontong with no spoon . haha..

i wonder how people survive there...

MY pocket are full of $ by then. so rich that we went home by TAXI...hehe..

Then i went to work at 10pm... tick tock tick tock..now i home...

LOoking forward to later my prac at 8.15 am and have to rush home cause celebrating is not over...


I WONDER HOW U FEEL about me,,, This things takes time and canr be rush,,,Mine isnt fishing RElation.. i want to last long this tiime round liike a line and not a cirlcle..











; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 5:00 AM

Firstly, Hari Raya is just around the corner...$$ hehe..

secondly, Today have been a tiring day for me, i woke up late for school AGAIN. Seem like everyday im late for school eventhough im staying very near to school. OMG.. What is Wrong with me??

I have UT(cognetive) at 9am. i realised i couldnt be on time so i took a taxi and wasted $5.70.( quite expensive uh). i reached my class at 9.07am. So wasted $5.70 and still late..:-(

Today was kind of free after school, NO WORK! so decided to join my classmates to play 'basketball'. (first time play basketball) and realise i couldnt throw the BALL into the BASKET! get tired of it and sooo..

i switch to SOCCER!

if you wondering where i play this soccer and stuff.. i have put in some photo of RP VS SILING sec( my secondary school) haha

so now you see the difference ya...

And thirdly, i still havent done the HARI RAYE "clean UP" for my hse. REally have been BUSY AND LAZY. My mum have been nagging at me since last week

"fadel! Clean up the fan", "fadel! Clean up ur room!"......

i guess i will have to end here, OK muM! i GOnna Clean UP NOW!!!!...


ANd as days goes by, i feel that im losing it. my life have been a busy Shit. will there be any more slot for something New??


; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 7:41 PM

Hey, im writing now at 4.44am. Just finish 'sahur' and going to sleep later. Then wake up at 8am for school. Hoping today modules will be easier. I was having a struggling day yesterday. The maths module was "SUPERR CRAZZY". ITs about colours, something on R, G and B colour. Hard for me to explain because i myself dont really understand. I wonder whats next for Maths? Haizz, i use to be a maths expert in secondary but now in going DOWN... some maths topic are even MATHS, it is more of 'thinking thing'

Then went to work after school and Blah, blah blah... same old story..

Niway, Hari Raye is coming and im not excited at all. No hari Raye feeling this year. I only have like 2 clothes for hari raye.

Oh yes, i guess some news excite me, there will be a family trip to KL/genting somewhere on late November. damn, really looking forward to it..

AND the journey of LIFE continues, WHERE R U?




; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 4:43 AM

yeah.. finally i passed my prac6 after 3 freaking failed ones.. My next lesson is on 14th October. guess what, its on the second day of RAYE. First day of RAYE, I'm working at night. This year RAYE going to be a bit weird. Already the worse - There's no school holiday.

So dear Calendar, Where our HARI RAYE holiday gone to? and the calendar reply- saturday and sunday your Raye holiday wat.... well, im just thinking that maybe monday should be our holiday right.

But aniway, wishing all MUslimin and Muslimah SELAMAT HARI RAYE...



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; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 3:11 AM

oh man! espresso doesnt help. doesnt help me be awake. since my transfer from marinasquare mccafe to civiccenter mccafe, i have juggling school and werk. wow! i realised this is too tiring. i finish school at 4.30, finished up my RJ and went straight home. then work start at 6pm. ITs like "REAL RUSH". That's not it. after werk.reach home at 2.30 and wake up again at 8am for school.

so imagine HOW SLEEPY I HAVE BECAME NOWADAYS.

so let get to the point. i tried the "CURE"= ESPRESSO.. really theres NO effect. it only keep me awake for 15mins. thats it. haha.. I even tried DOUBLE.

I guess i should create my own pills...

; DREAMS are hard to chase"" 2:57 AM

Finally, i finished editing my blog skin . oh man, i took more than one hour i think. but i will say the end result was satisfying.

last week, i ask a friend of mine. why have a blog? i was curious on why people write blog everyday for others to see what happen throughout the day. She said " Just for fun" . ok and now it seem that everyone have blog. so who wins- friendster or blogspot?.

and last month i use to update my MULTIPLY before my elder sister add me.. what a suprise. i didnt update anymore..ahaha.

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